today is the first day ( Read more... )

the death of my dreaming has led me to this.
filling nights with watered down memories.
i fell asleep in the sun,
i woke with the stars in my eyes.
im letting my hair fall out around my feet.
i guess this hate is finaly getting to me.
tragic music on the radio,
and im humming softly to myself.

an ugly girl with such beautiful

my dear ( Read more... )

waking up sometimes with the moon light in your eyes
you realize
your outside in the rain
fear and vulnerability wash over you
saturating you with secret doubts of survival
and somehow your sex drive dosent matter to molly very much anymore

i took it all off the walls
all these sofficateing dreams
and when im done
ill have the memories of this
three years have past
and now im comming back
i had plans with you
but a wish was shed
and truth was revield
a faded photo on the wall

my beauty like sin,
it caries you in.

my hair like colored rain,
and my pale light skin,
all caries you in.

over waves of pain,
over glass and rocks,
youll walk for miles around .
just to see me in my glory crown.

my bed is not made ( Read more... )

this room seemed so big when i first moved in ( Read more... )

standing on the fringes of life ( Read more... )

my diamond memories will never fade
with each breath i take
another moment passes
cold clouds of white mix with my halo of curls and color
mix with the green of the grass
mix with the blue of the sky
until there is nothing to see but white
standing alone with nothing to keep me warm
standing alone to mark the place where you stood with me