No, no I'm not dead...I've just been very lazy when it comes to updating this thing. Soooo, I finally got a promotion at work...'bout fuckin time, right? Now, instead of working 9pm to 5:30am I work 5pm to 1:30am...it's kinda a crappy shift sometimes but now I'm able to get out early enough to hang out with people if I feel so inclined. Hehe, I' ( Read more... )

So, yeah...things in my head are coming loose I think...but whatever, no biggie...I love you, that will never change...but, you're my soulmate, so you should already know that...also know that I'm afraid, I know the way you've felt...don't ever let that change...

things seem so different...just one more day...thats all i ask

I'm the smartest little boy ever! I have nothing new to say...atleast i dont think i do anyway...hmmm...dammit i'm smart, i should know for sure, dont ya think?? oh well, i'm hungry...FOOOOOOOOOODDDD!!!!!

Oh, how I long for the days when i was a shithead...hanging out with my favorite shithead,( well, only shithead if ya wanna get technical) and doing shithead...ish?? things...good times, good times.

So x-mas was pretty cool I got lotsa cool stuff from Sara, and lotsa undies from my parents...so, now Sara has new undies...heh...In other news...you really need to call me...There is something you NEED to know...you know who you are, and you know the number...Please call...Anytime, day or night ( Read more... )

i fucking hate this whole not sleeping thing...but i hate sleeping pills even more...dammit. although, i do normally enjoy the whole "daydream" thing, when you're not quite asleep but you have dreams anyway...so, if anyone has noticed me zoning out this would be why...now, remember...I did say I NORMALLY enjoy this whole...thingy...lately however ( Read more... )

Grr...here comes my awesome friend insomnia again...in all its zombie like glory...3 percocet and I'm still awake...bye...or whatever.

p.s. fuck x-mas, fuck the snow, and fuck you too...no, not you, YOU...heh

i feel like i'm always the last resort...have i always been your last resort? i just dont understand how you can say all those things and then just disappear...we really need to talk, i need to know where i stand...please...how can i be so easy to forget? dont take offense to this, although i know you will...you have to expect i'll say things ( Read more... )

so, yeah...thanks to those who asked how i was...weather it was sincere or just to be nice...thanks...thumbs down to being blocked by people...kinda makes it harder to stay friends that way ya know...think about it...also makes somethings that have been said seem a little less true, or makes me feel like i'm seen as the only one with control issues ( Read more... )