im losing it.

all my friends are going to hate me.

but i cant help it any longer.

i suck

oh well, i guess i'll just "look stupid"

i suck at relationships.

no one should ever date me.

its always my fault.

my feelings are invalid.

push me aside.

i suck.

i wana drink a lot..
but i know that wont solve anything..
and will only make me look stupid..
i'm NOT stupid!

but fucking close.

i can't sleep

yesterday was unreal! what the hell.

All these thoughts have been building up inside of me and its taking over my life and from me acting like who i am. i keep wondering how long it'll last-- then think.. its all in my head. whats going on.

I just read one of the saddest things that could happen to someone:

"As a teenage son, I buried my father. Now as a father, I bury my teen-age son."

:/

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