I cry this moment while I think about the pity I would like to receive at this time in my life. Why would I want pity from anyone? Because I am the victim. I'm not good enough for anything though. So why I receive pity? Pity would look at me and laugh in my face and then saunter away while visiting other less UNfortunate people. I cry this ( Read more... )

Damn it's been a while. Um...lot's of stuff happening right now. Trying to get a job so I can move out. Jess and I want to move in together. Which is probably a good thing since we're also getting married this next year. She wants a winter wedding, but she doesn't turn 18 until Nov. next year. And we definitely have to wait until then. So I ( Read more... )

she's cheated on me again. iono what to do about anything anymore. i should just break up with her, but i can't seem to do that. i love her so much. but i can't through life always looking over my shoulderver my shoulder to see which boi is waiting for his turn. she claims it won't happen again. but she said that last time too. and look what ( Read more... )

so here's a recap of my day ( Read more... )

i had sex on thursday and friday.

i'm fucking happy...

i want to be able to make everything better.

my yummy baby: you have to stop fucking me ( Read more... )

i think i'm going on sunday with a buncha people...

buncha=mel, jason, shevaun, and whoever else tags along.

so today was of great interest to me. i went to class and then wen to pick up the slut and my baby. we went to d-land and walked around. went on tower, indiana, and...i swear we went on something else, but then again i swear we didn't...so i went in to tower with 3 hickeys and came out with somemore added to the OTHER side. ahem...i love it ( Read more... )