I've started the process of applying for Conestoga for the fall if all goes to plan. It's a very good and solid plan with lots of support, so I am confident all will go well. I start upgrading in a couple of weeks and learning how to use word and excel for professional use. It is a skill I will need in my future career as counsellor/ social worker ( Read more... )

 I am very excited about the prospect of going back to school in the fall. I will be taking sociology and psychology at Conestoga College and computer studies at St.loius this summer. I've been invited to join and participate in the Bridge program that helped me inmy own time of need and will be attending their meetings and learning to facilitate ( Read more... )

 WOW, I'll say it again......WOW. I've come out the other side of the deep valley I had fallen into. And the view from up here is awesome. But the struggle continues for me to not let myself get pushed back in by others or let old fears cloud my judgement. I hear the talk from others about things, but I don't need them to tell me, I already know ( Read more... )

It has been awhile since I posted because I dont have easy access to the net lately till we get moved. We had to wait till January to move as the new landlord did not get all the carpeting and cleaning done. He gave us two months free though so that was cool. The other reason is that I met someone. I am not calling it love but we feel very natural ( Read more... )

I have met someone! She is very interesting and intelligent(and beautiful). We started chatting last week and and have talked everynight since! She knows I am not looking for a relationship but neither is she. We have just clicked in so many different ways. She is also pagan which we didnt know about each other at the start either which was very ( Read more... )

Today is Dehlia's second birthday. I will not be there. The pain I feel and the loss is indescribable. I broke down at my machine at work and had to stop working because I couldnt stop thinking about my girls. I cannot even send a card or call her. I kept thinking about what she looks like now and if she is talking yet. Does she remember who I am ( Read more... )

I took gareth and James to the Santa Claus parade and we had fun. We met up with Jim and Alexia then went to Timmies for a hotchocolate and donut.Chrystals friend came over after wards and we got to know each other. I made it clear I was not looking for a relationship. She is a very nice person and stable in her life, she doesn't need my baggage ( Read more... )

Reading the past few posts has shown that change can be swift. My job is going very well and will be hired in one more month after Yule more likely. My best friend Jim and I are going to open a night club like we have always wanted to do. Jim has gotten a loan now we are looking for a place and are getting trained by the new owners of the Robin's ( Read more... )

Well I will know tomorrow if I have to go to court and destroy any chance of Heather and I being friends at the least for our children or things get dropped so we can all heal and move on. Chrystal is still trying to set me up with her friend. She is a very nice woman and she owns her house and car so i would be all set there! haha. But I don't ( Read more... )

We found a bit bigger place near here,so the boys can go to the same school and I can have my own space and they can have their own room too. I will be able to set up my altar again and hang my heavy bag. I have been in a depression again the past couple of days. I miss my family badly. I can't believe Heather has taken things this far. I don't ( Read more... )