Yeah, I think that about sums it up. My life feels like it is falling apart and I don't know if I can explain the reasoning behind it. I mean, I have a good job. I finally have a decent car. I should be able to go out and have fun, right? Unfortunately, not ( Read more... )

There is actually snow on the ground. Snow! I had almost forgotten what that looked like. It's about to start melting though, and the freezing rain is moving in, so we will most likely have a bad situation before the day is over. Anywho, just wanted to share.

I think I have gone past the point of no return with a certain issue in my life. It's not something bad, so don't get any ideas to the contrary. I just feel like there is something in my life that just is, and will not ever change, whether I like it or not. I am almost comfortable with that... almost ( Read more... )

Another day spent sleeping, another round of nightmares passing through me. My imagination is getting out of control. The nightmares are becoming more and more detailed. Most of them seem to have a similar concept behind them, that I do not wish to share on here. If you ask real nice, I may tell you. But anyhow... The problem with the nightmares is ( Read more... )

Another day gone by, another nightmare waiting to emerge from the deep dark depths of my subconsious. How do you deal with the idea that everytime you close yours eyes to sleep, you know there are horrors inside your head waiting to come out and play? It's terrifying. I wish I could narrow down where the nightmares are coming from, but it seems ( Read more... )

Wow... Paul wasn't kidding when he said I hadn't posted in forever. It's been just over 5 months since last I left anything on here. I should have wrote more often. I keep telling Paul that if I would start writing more again, maybe the nightmares would go away, or at least be less frequent ( Read more... )

I am alive. I have been working about 100+ hours every two weeks. Things here have been incredibly hectic, just in this last week. Thanks to everyone who has been throwing there support this way, too. It is greatly appreciated ( Read more... )

Sunday, Feb 26th... well, it was an interesting day. I left my house to go to Paul's, so that we could go to Richard and Michelle's. We get there, and I'm waiting on Michelle so we can go to Kelly's "Suprise Party," or, party for the girls, if you get where I'm going with this. We took Paul's truck, as was part of the plan to piss off Dominique (a ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I've written, I don't even know where to begin. I've been working a lot. Worked Bon Jovi last week (or the week before, I don't really remember.) Worked some hockey games. Working a lot during the week. Was sick last weekend with the flu. Yeah, it was real fun. Haven't done anything too terribly amusing other than going to ( Read more... )

Well, thanks to Mr. Miller, I am working my 13th day in a row. At least today, I am only working at the Y. The last 12 have been for EMS. And, at least I got to sleep in today. Tomorrow, on my first actual day off, I get to go in and get my paycheck. Then I might take my lil sis out for her birthday (I am only a month behind.) Tuesday, I get to ( Read more... )