I just realized that its been sice jan 2006 since my last post.its amazing how much has changed ....I've blogged on my space but the live journal seems like home.

I have had year of reflection so far in these early days of 09'.from being knocked out of a train wreck of a relationship,and waking up thrown from the smoldering pile of wreckage.to pick my self up dust off and come to a realization that the idea that we have in someone is not whom or what they really are.I also know that if you find not one of ( Read more... )

This week May 8 through May 14 ( Read more... )

I have been named "Judge Dread" from my good rasta buddies from jamaca and trinidad.I looked into what this term ment and am quite taken back by their complement!im fukin' royalteeeeeee in the content of the power of the lox!
Iandi rast-eye!

I have been slacking on my written record of my existence.Its not that there has been nothing to share it's just that some times life is about allowing things to come and go.Allowing time to pass and all of lifes moments like the emence rhoar of a freigt train rythmicly clammoring away in the distance.yet while it is upon you the intenseity is ( Read more... )

In forgot to mention that I have gone on a anti cell phone strike!I no longer carry that evil little mach-eine that kept telling me shit that I did'nt want to hear,and to tell you the truth life has been so much more enjoyable without having some one call in the middle of trying to focus on one thig only to divert your attention to someting else. ( Read more... )

Lately i've been in a crazy don't give a fuck mood.I ,in the the past couple of weeks have pretty much been cleaning house in the areas of folks that are either stagnated or are just hangin' round to see whats happnin'.I made a resolution to try and be more of a "family" person well i'll just chock that up as experience .There are reasons we move ( Read more... )

There's a haiku by Ryusui - in a translation by R. H. Blyth it goes:

The lost child
Crying, crying, but still
Catching the fire-flies.

I am lost when will i find the way

I did something this weekend i'd never done......just walked off of a job.I just got fed up and took off walking.There's only so much screaming and yelling and throwing shit around that even i,the great patient one can endure.The hardest part is that is was on a good friend that has just been headed that way since i started working with him ( Read more... )