so it's been a long time since i've written on here, and no one reads these things anymore muchless writes them, but i'm feeling pretty shitty so i would like to write something down ( Read more... )

life's weird ( Read more... )

I just dont' understand the whole wallet thing. It just doesn't make sense. I don't think I dropped it. I remember going to and from the car. It was a short walk. I never heard/felt anything fall. Why would someone rifle through my cards and not take them? Why would someone return my wallet? It just doesn't make sense ( Read more... )

So this is my summer in a nutshell:

-relationship problems
-self doubts
-car gets broken into and cd player and satellite radio stolen
-alaskan trip gets cancelled
-4 week illness including flu, 102 fever, and secondary bronchitis.
-get a dentist bill for 400 dollars because the insurance company/dentist office fucked up
-wallet gets stolen and ran over. ( Read more... )

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I have so much going on in my head, but I can't put pen to paper.

I am beside myself.

Saturday would have been Derek's 25th birthday.

I miss you, bud.

Guess a jager bomb is in order come the 17th!

Hope everything's great. I could use a little guidance. Help a playa out? :)

yayeah.

<3 <3

-d.

i'm a dweller.

this is bad.

eeep!

help me?

i'm fine.

i'm happy.

until it comes down to the nitty gritty and the diving in head-first.

THEN I CHOKE.

:(

-d.

So I had an amazing weekend... for the first time in a long time. It left me feeling almost manic. Euphoric... to the point where I wonder if it's problematic. Isn't that sad. I haven't felt this good in such a long time that it feels almost wrong. Umm yeah, I'm messed up. Don't rub it in ;)

I spent the weekend with my friends in Huntsville. I just ( Read more... )