i had such a good 25th birthday ( Read more... )

figured i'd do a quick update before i immerse myself in studying pharmacology all night ( Read more... )

so i was always resentful because people insisted i wasn't as intelligent as them because i came from a small school district ( Read more... )

Big Five Test Results Extroversion (42%) moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and private.
Accommodation (60%) moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly kind natured, trusting, and helpful at the expense of your own individual development (martyr complex).
Orderliness (54%) medium which suggests ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a while. I have so much crap going on this semester. I cannot wait for it to be over ( Read more... )

i am exhausted, but i can't sleep. my mind is restless, yet it's not really actively processing anything. i have a pharm test tomorrow or rather later today and i'm greatly unprepared for it, but i'm too tired to care. i hate that class. regardless of how much i study, i never feel like i'm going to ace the test. i've resorted to mediocre in that ( Read more... )

i feel weird ( Read more... )

i can't do it.

sorry.

i'm scared about my eye and my vision :( :( :( 

"You are an angel.
You taught me how to fly.
You picked me up when I was down, turned me around, and you made me fly high."

Derek sent me those lyrics a few days before he died to tell me how he was so thankful for meeting me when he did. He needed someone to listen to him after all the stuff he'd been through that past year.

Ironic now, I consider ( Read more... )