way way way passed do for me to get over it and get my shit together. lose some weight, workout, be healthy, start studying for something, move out, get a better job. all of it.

I know what I need to wake up to more than an alarm clock......now its just the who, the when, and the where.

I'm sick of life being ok. I know that I have to make my self be happy and all and Im trying but there is just some stuff missing. It feels like I've waited forever for these things and they just end up getting put off til even later. I'm finally ready.....not for anything in paticular just ready for something new to happen a life changing moment

fuck every girl! they all want to know why guys are dicks. and here is your answer i hope u all read this! YOU piss us OFF every nice guy u have ever met u treated like shit. and thus each one u fucked up so much he treated the next like shit. but u blame us! fuck u all. u all deserve a cunt punt. not even the last girl i talked about understood. ( Read more... )

its been along ass time. but u dont have to bee a fool to see what everyone else does just a realist. ask questions get burned just do it talking leave no scares unless u dont ( Read more... )

Its been so long I dont even know what to say but what the fuck. If im not expected to have any expectations thats fine but tell me of these things that i didnt want to hear then go into detail then tell me how its ok cause u dont want to fuck him anymore. Im not so sure I like where this is going so I think something blunt like hey i really like u ( Read more... )

wow perfect ppl at the worst of times...... so what do i do now that i found an amazing person in fl now that i leave in two weeks. that sad part is in so many ways they are similar but the one here is strict on only hooking up with ppl she is dating....and amy will only be a summer thing again...and i can have both but....i dont want to screw it ( Read more... )

i dont know how tonight became so dam meaningful. it just did. maybe it was the dam movie or talk about jay moving to cali and graduating in two months or maybe its cause hackers getting married. what it all comes down to is in middle school i didnt even think i would live to see 20 but now its here. the past has come and gone and i need to step it ( Read more... )

so i dont care how gay it is the happiest ive been this whole summer was when i was sitting talking with my girl on one side and my bestfriend on the other.

the truth is i know exactly how to do it. i know just what to say to let her down softly. the problem and the truth of the matter is im kinda sick of being the nice guy. the other problem is i know if i try to get both in this case i will problly end up with none. mostly what it comes down too is after everything in my life has been so unbalanced ( Read more... )