FUCK YOU MATH.

I fucking hate you.

and you're not the only one... oh no, you're not the only one.
I'll tell you what, go fuck yourselves, that's what.

A list of things that can go fuck themselves:

algebra
hormones
men
conceptual art
being sober
being drunk
going out
being home

so yeah.  fuck you.

"I must go on standing
You can't break that which isn't yours
I must go on standing
Its not my own
Its not my choice

Be afraid of the lame
they'll inherit your legs
Be afraid of the old
they'll inherit your soul
Be afraid of the cold
they'll inherit your blood
ares moi le deluge
after me comes the flood"


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dammit

My friend just found out she has malignant cervical cancer.

this just makes me more glad i am getting vaccinated.

yep, still hurts.

fuuuuuuck.

oh god it hurts.

I wish last summer had never happened.
At least that way the place i used to love could still be an idealized place i could trick myself into thinking I was ever a part of.
I could trick myself into thinking i was ever included, or belonged there.
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why do I badly want what's bad for me?

I don't think i have ever bought so many new clothes all at once.
this is exciting.

also my arm is pretty much broken.

furthermore i need to get back on top of things.
and i'm worried.
and i'm impatient.
and many other things i won't be vague about tonight.

FUCK