Back to the ocean of chaos as my solitary self ( Read more... )

I don't know what the fuck to do.
I've seen more forms of life than I care to accept.
My one is drifting down river and and the current seems too
strong for her to have the energy to swim back.
I don't know if she wants to. i feel like she already has moved
on to something/one else. and I have this constant feeling of throwing up.

FUCK EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE !!
I JUST WANT MY FRIEND BACK:(

The beginning of anything is meant to introduce and prepare for the middle and beyond....
It's only the beginning and life is so majestic in our world apart,...
So beautiful in our thriving hearts.....
We know this is only the start of our life together as a single beating heart.

 WE FUCKING GOT AMBER'S APARTMENT!!!!!!!

IM SOOO FUCKING EXCITED!!!!

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hahha i fucked up on putting the video up 
but here it is 

goddamn beautiful huh?

...suffering puts all your hope into its real place...  

crawl like ivy up my spine, through my nerves and into my eyes. 
cuts like anguish. recollections of better days gone by. 
i thought you'd fight for me. i thought you'd fight till you were dead.
now i start to recognize that every single path i see leads to a tear in your eye.
so wave goodbye, wave goodbye.

goodbye will never come to stay..
we know it's ( Read more... )