I am stupid.

[definecrazy]

I am officially the person I hated by drinking so much that I threw up. I never thought I'd see this day. I'm sad and depressed and I really feel like I should hate myself. Maybe I do. I don't know what I'm doing anymore.

Throwing up is so digusting. Ugh.

Comments

[fatkidisfull]

ha. that sucks. i havent done that yet.

[cassiopeia_sky]

at least it didn't happen the first time you drank. you should probably throw up from drinking at least once so you know your limit. it's alright kel kel, everyone makes mistakes.

[take_a_breath]

don't hate yourself. everyone goes through tough times where they do things they vowed they never would. it'll all be ok.

[likeaholiday]

don't beat yourself up about it. just focus on what you gotta do - the GRE, right? and take it a day at a time. i'm going to have to do the same thing. well, minus the GRE. but i need to figure out what i'm doing, too. anyway, you're only human. i've done plenty i regret, too. love ya.

[neechimei]

it's okay kelly, you shouldn't feel down about that, everyone goes through that at some point in their life, i hope you feel better!!