Is my heart ever going to stop racing when I think of your dirty, filthy mouth? Your filthy, filthy mind? Your filthy heart and filthy words ( Read more... )

I'll never find it. It'll never happen for me again. and that's okay.. some people just aren't meant to have someone special in their life they can settle down with, have kids and just live life and accomplish wonderful things together. I will do it all alone.

why am i so weak ( Read more... )

I've heard things like this throughout my entire life ( Read more... )

I still like you. It drives me absolutely insane. It's been so freakin long but, your words still echo through my mind. your little smile still makes my eyes glimmer purely through memory (and stalking your facebook of course). Intelligence, creativity, nice lips, and height are the things I most look at in anyone I'm even considering.. you have ( Read more... )

There are just a few classes I have left at Dade.. During this time I'm putting together a video to submit to Emerson. I can't stop thinking about this. It is truly consuming me. I want to leave everything behind. Unrequited love, shitty business decisions, my family, this torn up house, the weight i gained, my beat up car, and most of all.. the ( Read more... )

As I was leaving my old job i spent a week saying goodbye to everyone as i saw them.. But, one goodbye was a little interesting.. this girl Shauna says to me: you're leaving the store? oh yeah? haha, yeah you were born to run shit ( Read more... )

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i watched a few children in a bus turn their heads to look at me while i was sitting on the floor smoking a cigarette with my hair all messy in my shittiest pajamas watching my dog play with a stick and all i thought was "yeah, kids.. take it all in, this is what your days off will look like when you're in your twenties ( Read more... )

I drive back from work in my beat up car (compliments of a stranger) take off my shoes, leave them in the car, open my door, say hello/give a kiss to my dog that looks up at my like i am the most amazing thing in the world, walk in to my kitchen, grab something to drink, pour myself in to bed, put something on the television, watch a movie or read ( Read more... )