I feel guilty writing about Ryan. Its too early to really tell where it is going. I do feel comfortable with him...well relatively comfortable...which still means a lot. I hate when people jump into things and do nothing but make up this fantasy relationship in there head that has no reflection in reality to anyone else (including the person they ( Read more... )

I ended up going to The Roxy last night which was ok. It was me Alicia Erin Ryan and a few of his friends. His friends are actually really cool. That really does say a lot about someone...if you like their friends. Anyways...i had fun but not crazy fun i was pretty tired and i just cant get into the club scene anymore. Most people were older than ( Read more... )

Yeah so i havent written in this badboy for wuite some time. I felt like it could be fun again. Since im horrible at keeping in contact with people and telling them the mundane details of my life which apparently people want to hear *shrug*. Lets see. Im dating right now. I really enjoy Ryan's company he is so sweet and laid back so far. But then ( Read more... )

maybe my only problem is that this time i actually believe him when he says he likes me.

I know i wasn't always like this or maybe i was and didnt know. I really cant decide which is worse.

Yeah so i STILL didnt talk to my roomate about the sleep walking thing. I dont know. I really think its just him sleep walking and not some weird thing going on. Ive been baracading my doo rat night which sucks. Im going to do that whether or not i talk to him anyways though ( Read more... )

My roomate is a sleepwalker. The other day he was in my room at 8 oclock in the morning looking at me sleep which really freaked me out. I was really groggy and just chalked it up to him doing laundry and then looking at me because i got up or something. But then i realized it was like 8 in the morning and when i turned back to where he was he was ( Read more... )

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I just got into a screaming fight with some guy here at the office. Apparently i was printing at the wrong printer. OK, so my report took like 7 mins to print the entire thing but cmon have some fucking patience. i hate it here. I hate it everywhere for that matter. I wish i could just leave. I wish i knew what i wanted to do with my life so i ( Read more... )

I stayed in the city yesterday after work because my school friends Alicia and Kati were up for the day. Twas fun, although i stayed way longer than i planned on. I ended up getting home around 1 ( Read more... )