Seriously, life hates me or something. What the hell. This week has been nothing but ordinary, and that's not a good thing. Sunday im leaving work, like an asshole driving fast, drop the cd player on the floor, and BAM crash into another car. Lovelyy. I started to cry like a two year old, and all in all the guy is having his car repainted this ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my last day of high school ever. It hasn't hit me at all. I had prom already, and i'll post pictures, it was intresting to say the least. i haven't drank since i lost all my weight, so my tolerance dropped, and i didn't have a full stomach, so i drank a bunch in the limo (it was so fun being with those guys in the escalade!!) and spent ( Read more... )

today was one of those days where you have all these problems come at once. They are all little insignificant problems in the whole picture, but huge to girls, especailly 4 days before prom. Firstly, i have a farmers tan that wont go away, i have to sit outside tomorrow for a good 3 hours atleast, and the following day im going to cut class so i ( Read more... )

It has been literally months since i wrote in this thing last. But i feel maybe its a good time to start again. I have exactly 8 school days left of my high school career, which is pretty fucking crazy in my mind. These four years have gone by so quickly, i dont know where all the time went. I offically decided to attend UVM, which im totally ( Read more... )

My boyfriend isn't "feeling us". Thats a lovely thing. a fucking lovely thing. Anyone want to pick me up and take me away so i dont have to think of this anymore?
You know the number.

Im back with this journal while i start fixing the new one i just made. Its been an incredibly long time since i wrote, and its time to start this thing up again. Senior year is more than 1/2 done, which is crazy when i think about it. I heard from 4 of the 5 schools i applied to so far, and i got in to all them with scholarships from 3 so far. ( Read more... )

Summer is ending, and im really not sure how i feel that i am starting my senior year tomorrow. We find out who makes national honor society very soon, and we have to do college applications. Tomorrow it goes back to waking up at 6:30 in the morning to get up to go to class. Im excited in the sense that i'll see a lot of the kids i haven't seen ( Read more... )

Im gonna make this journal friends only for a while. So if you want to read it, just comment ( i doubt anyone will)and then i'll add you. Until then, goodbye.

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I got back from vermont at 7ish yesterday and oh man, i wish i was back. I think i cried a lot at the airport, and it was defiently the hardest to leave chris this time. I just didn't want to go, i wanted to just walk away from the airport, back to his car and go to his house and cuddle till the days end. But, as we all know, that isn't possible ( Read more... )