...is about how much i can take. i know i like pain, but this is ridiculous. how many times does a person have to hurt you before you'll finally let it go? when is shit ever going to start working for me instead of against me? GOD! When will I stop feeling so much fucking pain...

....of feeling depressed ( Read more... )

...that any one person is "the one ( Read more... )

just to have the lawyers settle out of court. it's a relief, i didn't want to make a decision about the rest of someone's life....

it's disappointing to lose another black male into the prison system though...

voluntary manslaughter.

Today is my second day of jury duty. I'm on a aggravated murder case. I think that's all I can say. It's a lot tougher than you think, you literally have someone's life in your hands. It's quite terrifying....

So yeah. I don't know. This thing will probably die like DL. But it's kinda cool because it's not like many people I know read it, so there's no need for posturing and all that good shit that comes from being too commercial ( Read more... )

So today has definitely been better than most recent days. Sweet. I'm talking to Bonnie Newhall on AIM right now. That's right, read that back. Today probably feels better because for a while I've been taking a reactive approach to life rather than a proactive one. Today I've deposited checks, bought books (I know...), went to work and did an ( Read more... )

You'll become a millionaire on:Sunday April 10th, 2010


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To eat or not to eat, that is the question ( Read more... )

That's the word of the week. I thought I had to work today....but I didn't. I don't know what's going on now. Am I still working at the bookstore or not? I like the bookstore, but I need better, CONSISTENT hours....It was a temp to hire job anyway, and Trish was giving me some bull about calling the B&N to work there since that's where I started ( Read more... )