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my aunt is in the hospital, having suffered a nervous breakdown. not her first, but its been a while. she's otherwise an extremely successful woman by all accounts- a physics and chemistry major pulling in a 6 digit salary for whatever the fuck it is that she does. i really wish i could talk to her right now. she might be able to give me some ( Read more... )

i want to make a mix cd of all the dirtiest, nastiest, most sexually explicit rap songs i can come up with. any suggestions?

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it is so nugatory to be at this screen right now, at this isolated fluroescent spot in an otherwise chilly shadow of a nighttime:reality. because there is only thing i want to give right now, and that is this mood. i want to give you this mood, this sense of existence i currently inhabit, but i can't. because i cant accurately even describe it. it' ( Read more... )

I really wish they still held World Fairs.

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Today, I took the rearview mirror off of my boyfriend's mother's car while backing out of their driveway, scratching up both her car and his father's truck in the process. Dan took the fall for me, rendering me his devoted slave for all time. I honestly don't even know how to formally express the extent to which he saved my ass. I wonder when it is ( Read more... )

post your amazon wishlist.

i had forgotten how good an iced chai latte taste.  oh capp. cafe, i miss you. i miss the smell of espresso all afternoon, of coffee grounds beneath my fingernails; pouring jiggers-ful of flavor, drawing milk into a froth, dolloping with whip.  coffee makes people so happy. and i loved being able to give that to them, 20 minutes of sippable ( Read more... )

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listening to swing brings my blood pressure down substantially. also, headphones on campus are a good excuse to not have to communicate with fellow university undergraduates (emphasis on the under). and biking while music plays is positively transcendent. just thought i would