ok I'm making this entry friends only because I know you who are my friends on here are my true friends and I hope that you dont care. And I know most of you already know. But I'll just say it. I'm gay. Hey I said it. look at that. I mean I know I'm a little freaked out myself admitting it to people. But most of you know anyways. I'm just making ( Read more... )

MY DAD NEEDS TO LEARN HOW TO SHUT THE HELL UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHG!!! WHY DOES HE THINK I'M A LAZY FUCK ( Read more... )

yeah yeah yeah yeah I know your sick of me complaining well frankly I dont give a fuck. :-) I almost did something I would have regreted doing today. Thank god I didn't do it. I'm just sick of feeling so alone and not complete. Your probably saying well everyone goes through this and blah blah blah and stop complaining blah blah blah. But a journal ( Read more... )

so yeah it turns out I'll probably never make it to Mexico. I mean maybe we dont have the money or maybe my dad is just cheap. I mean I just dont think it's fair they went to Mexico together last year. But when I wanna go it suddenly got too expensive yea ok. God and it's fucking hot here. And I'm just so confused with life at the moment. Too much ( Read more... )

ok so here is the deal. The past couple of days I have been really depressed because Dewey is moving to RI and not being a teacher at Whittier anymore. Very sad. But she is comming back to help out with the show. So I will still see her. And she said this summer I can take the train and come visit her because she isn't leaving till a little before ( Read more... )

this one is for you Dewey ( Read more... )

ok so here is the deal my computer is currently fucked up at the moment. Yes I know I know very sad indeed ( Read more... )

i'm eating a chocolate chip cookie and a glass of milk mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm good

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