so I dont know if I can go to Robyn's party or not because well it sucks that I cant drive and parents make me upset. I mean I know they kind of have a reason to be because I always ask them to take me places but this just sucks. And ricky and heather arent going. ahhhg. I dot know if I can go. I'm sorry

ok so I haven't updated in a while so the most recent things that have happened to me is nothing nothing nothing and oh yeah NOTHING. well ok thats a lie ( Read more... )

hmmmmmmmmmm what to do what to do..... I stayed home from school today. hmmmmm I have a half day on thursday that should be interesting. Anyone wanna give me a ride to Grad?

so that wonderful feeling I've had this past week went down the drain. I thought I was really getting somewhere. I thought "finally it's my turn" but I was wrong. I guess the feelings I just had ment nothing. maybe I'm being tested. Maybe i'm not ment to. Maybe I just have to wait longer. I'm sick of waiting I've waited long enough. I thought i ( Read more... )

Last night I went to see Wicked. I saw it and it was Idina's last performance. And Kristin Chenoweth came to see it. I saw her and I went over to her and told her I was a huge fan. It was so amazing I couldn't even like talk. I was so happy we went last night. And then after the show Idina came over to me. Because I was over by Kritin and I was ( Read more... )

ok well I dont know what to say. I'm in an odd mood. I feel like ummm probably have to do my homework ahhhhhhhg. I DONT WANT TO AT ALL!!!!!!!!! ahhg
ok well I'm off I guess. ROBYN I LOVE YOU AND WILL MISS YOU!!!
you made me cry today lol

I will write a senior entry later but I have to do some HW!!!!!!

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I'm so lonely I'm sick of it. I mean I hate being this way. By now guys my age have been out with some many people it sucks. I donno I guess I'm just depressed. Sick of it you know. Just feel like running or something. I wish the pool was open I'd take my fustration out on swimming but thats not going to happen. Ahhhg this sucks. I need to get out ( Read more... )

Dont you hate when people go behind your back and just stab you? I do. Or when the betray your trust. And you tell them a deep secret and you know because your friendship is so strong that they wont tell and you know they feel the same way but still they decide to break that trust. How could you have done that? I trusted you. What did I do to you?

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cant get rid of this virus on my fucking computer. I cant stop getting pop ups. It wont stop rebooting.
It wont stop rebooting also during a virus scan. I keep getting adds that in there title they say aurora or ceres. AHHH and I dont want to have to call up my uncle. HELP ME!!!