As an era ends so does it's things...and while i want to say that ill be a good poster and update often the reality, is that i am just not sure anymore of who even reads this journal any more... so wow what can i say that is of any relevance,at this point i am 24 between nyc/san fran for the last time in my young life ( Read more... )

I was a little too rash this morning although i didnt want to be up at 10 for a training i actually had a goood time. For those that have new clue let be the first to let you know....JAMBA JUICE IS STARTING AN ENERGY LINE FULL OF CAFFENAITED DELIGHTS MADE WITH *drum-roll* PREMIEUM MACTHA GREEN TEA...IN THE FORM OF SHOTS AS IN BAR SHOTS AND SMOOTHIE ( Read more... )

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...stupid Jamba Juice Training, whoever said this had to happen at 10 am on a Sunday needs to have his dick cut off and thrown in a blender with 12ounces of apple juice 2 scoops of Vanilla Frozen Yogurt 2 scoops of strawberries 1 scoop of banannas 1 scoop ice and blended for 30 seconds on high ( Read more... )

So last night i decide to be supportive to some of my former cast mates from Joesph mainly Tina and Ted, and i went to the current production of Little Shop... it was ehh all right most of the cast sucked but Tina who was playing Crystal,Seymour,Audry and the sexy fucker who was playing the dentist were fucking awsome!!!The sets where cheesy, Deb ( Read more... )

"But i meant all those things i told you...my feelings are real for you and i just know i wouldnt lie...There's something about you Edwin I can't place my finger on the why...but id like to to try...i dont know just what it is im doing here where nothings clear ( Read more... )

"I think my mother took this picture back when we were all just friends"
Bare-"All Grown Up"

I am having these moments now where i am so scared of where i will be in a few years ( Read more... )

Back....After a brief Stint in which i did nothing but work cry and miss home all 2 often, i am trying to make sense of losing my best friend,and a close family member and missing my wonderful "Boyfriend?" i guess thars what i call him lol! Although we really havent made it offical, its kinda funny since Raul and I broke up i sorta shut off from ( Read more... )

HEY....Guys sorry i havent been around lately some people died on me and im takin it hard..... otherwise missin home alot and edwin .....love ehhh....

well... i will post more after this shit is through....

Brad

well all is ok i guess...talk to edwin today...cuz he emailed me...and all the butterflies i have been having just rushed back,,,,grrrrrrr...its really frustrating to hear his voice cause i just wanna be near him ( Read more... )

So Today Went really well i had a massive good time...on the job! My Boss is really cool and the co-workers are great. I can't help but miss Edwin dearly. I called him today and had an ok chat but it's not helping me miss everyone less. I only hope it gets easier, and that these few months can go by quick so i can get back to the people that are ( Read more... )