Today i realized something. and its funny how it is so easy to forget. today i actually remembered something. its something so small but makes a big difference. its what...SMALL and what...CONTRACTED. to be quite honest, i did not learn as much belly dance as i learned about how to approach it ( Read more... )

"your job is to have no job" so sayeth the wise person

today i sketched out some of my goals

So I jut had lunch with rachel brice. she has this thing about being comfortable with not having things be perfect. it was a bit frustrating and relieving to hear. her argument was, if you get something perfect where are you going to go with it after that? so takes off the pressure. i still want to achieve a vision, but now there is less strain and ( Read more... )

things have been really crazy with belly dance. just getting a partner, and people to depend on. getting gigs, the time commitment, students flaking. today was frustrating but i made sure to keep myself calm no matter what and i did. its my last class of the summer and i had two students. some peps flaked, which can always get on my nerves, but i ( Read more... )

had a show a new deal, made about 28 bucks. did my friday show at the fridge. still need to grab the HD video, maria jpeg posted the most beautiful photos on facebook, cant get over her talent. got to follow up with Born, Mark from XM, and that lady who is the girlfriend of nicolai. and alex about that HD video. so theres some phone calls and ( Read more... )

feeling helpless....i know my blog is a bit on the negative side. talking to my parents about money today, my salary basically would not suffice to start buying a house right now. :( and i dunno how i am ever going to get around to doing that, id rather be setting mortgage money aside right now than later ( Read more... )

today not much. sent out some mass emails to artist about falling whistles organization. feeling futile about just about every effort i put forth...

had dance rehearsal with silk road today, found myself looking at the clock...the dances are fun, but man i thought that joy of motion had their shit together. the bethesda studio is in such bad condition, floors are crooked, bathrooms smelly and filthy, and really bad air circulation, i have to take a bath everytime i leave from there. i'd rather ( Read more... )

Yesterday was great, introed my friend navid around to my company at the company cocktail hour, then went to practice, and then velvet lounge where i met sabo in person. today was starting out well until classtime approached, i knew that no one would show to class, aishia a volunteer is always up for taking belly dance which is cool, but i still ( Read more... )

went to the apple tore to get hard drive. fought through a fucking hazardous thunderstorm to get it, what and adventure. went to silk road dance practice. then networked at, went with gregg, ESL, i asked gina about using thievery music on my vlog she said its fine. talked to navid about dancing for thievery and being on their team, met jason and ( Read more... )