hey...i know i don't update much...but if you guys could PLEASE check this out...I'll Love you forever and ever.

http://www.peta2.com/ot/o-hawthorne.asp?c=35

Saying Goodbye Lyrics ( Read more... )

I can't belive that you people have nothing better to do than sit around and read my journal...do you know how humiliating it is to know that my entire school could've read what i just wrote? I know..."if you don't want people to read i...don't put it n the internet...blah blah blah." thats bullshit. the internet is a big place roxanne, you could' ( Read more... )

Jeebus. I'm hyper! Whatcha all doin? Gir...bored bored bored.

I hate myself. I wish I never met these wonderful people...i wish i never fucked up their lives. Made them turn into these hopeless beings. I turned Jake to drugs...theres not a drug in the world that jake hasn't used...and it's all my fault because I didn't love him enough. Samantha was this perfect little angel when I met her...never cussed in ( Read more... )

hummm...don't really have any. wait ( Read more... )

YOU

What is your name?: Annie Racquel Boehm
Are you named after anyone?: Yup. my great great grandmamma...lol.
What's your screename?: deja_xx_entendu
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no, i hate jrs.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: Joseph
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Mariah ( Read more... )

Well...I told my physciatrist that I sleep a lot and I would rather stay in bed the rest of my life...and she told me at the end of the session that she thinks I might have depression and we'll have to talk more about it next week....

great...just what I needed, more medication.

I'm begining to question my faith...I'm not sure why...it's weird tho.

I went to church with Samantha tonight and I couldn't do the things that they were saying, like talk to God and stuff...for some reason I couldn't invision God standing there talking to me...I used to be able to...but now, I just can't...

well...I go back to my therapist on tuesday...i haven't got to go in awhile....but i'm glad i'm going cause this is nuts...i can't live like this much longer...everything is falling apart right in front of me and i can't do anything about it ( Read more... )