why do i feel like summer hasn't even come? like summer is waiting for me to begin. i don't even know where to start.

sometimes i feel like we make a greater effort with strangers than we do with people closest to us. why is that?

today is beautiful and won't be wasted.

is there ANY reason i should still be up? that was, without a doubt, the funnest (?) all-nighter i've ever pulled. caffeine-overloaded dialing is way better than drunk dialing. and safer. i'm wired, man ( Read more... )

i recently got a very curious phone call. but i guess it's the calls you don't get that really confuse you.

fucking fabulous.

every time is the last time and every time is one more time that i'm thinking about that time you just "called to see" or "called to say" that one thing one more thing that was on your mind. but what you're really saying is something sorta supersonic because what i end up hearing is always kinda megalomanic ( Read more... )

finals is hell.

sometimes things can seem like the best idea in the world until they're actually carried out. then they just end up becoming that knot in your stomach of "what the hell was i thinking?". ugh ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel that i've held out for the life i've always wanted, and as a result, have sacrificed the life i could have had. i've let go of the real love and waited for the impossible love. i end up with the dissatisfying love and the life that seems almost fake. i'm still wondering where i am and where i'm going. who's going to be there on the ( Read more... )

tonight i will be studying. at bruno. all night. miserably. hurriedly. and hungrily. and aggitatedly. but not happily or passionately ( Read more... )

it's worse than before, yessir.
i'm less of me than i used to be.
todd's dead and i'm pretty pinkish,
but tonight he's not the one in my head.

the situation just don't seem so goddamn smart.

Some might call it funny. Started hearing that Harry Chapin song in my head. It wasn't funny at all.