( But not for long )

It takes an immense amount of strength to be vulnerable. And don't you let anybody manipulate you into thinking otherwise because they lacked the faith you had. Connection is built on communication not distance. Don't suffer over other people's inability to understand themselves especially when they blame you for their own inner workings. It's not ( Read more... )

The part that hurts the most isn't where you leave me hanging on by a thread above my head. It isn't when your energy levels deplete just at the thought of me like a dying battery needing a change. It isn't when you withhold what you feel I deserve like a reward and punishment system of sorts for what I'm worth. It isn't how you withdraw into an ( Read more... )

Thank you for showing me what I am capable of without you. By leaving me in the dust, I never knew where I would've ended up. I cannot lose faith just because you lacked the courage to face your fears. I will still search for love where it's most needed and that begins with me and ends with you.

And so I turtle within myself. Since turning 29, ironically with a celebration to kick off the last year of my 20s', I've never felt so old and resort to petty tactics to push those away who have come too close. Why do I always end up here? No matter how many times I've gone through it. My mind has been more fragmented than ever, so let's just ( Read more... )

I'm tired of living like a turtle, with my head half-out. How can I tell if the fear propels me beyond heights this shell could contain.. Until then, do I watch the weather change

Why do I want to get to know trouble when it's only the devil in disguise with a halo. As above, so below we've paid the price to sell our soul. The circle never closes to meet you and I's demise. So we keep on tracing until we decide to colour outside the lines. To a void in your voice, where a lull can be found in the sound, but the noise can't ( Read more... )

I wanted to give you an opportunity for further explanation, but it seems you've sought to end all means of communication and contact with me. Furthermore, you've involved others that had nothing to do with the matter at hand ( Read more... )

The ship, in which you thought was lost at sea, sailed off long ago and ported to never return to thee

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Time is pressing and I become more immobile as each hour nears. I wait for what seems like seconds, yet months have gone by and I'm not even having fun, so where does the time go? Wasted. It's like I'm waiting to die, but I yearn to be more alive and in that pursuit alone, it leaves me feeling more dead than before. I thought as long as you were ( Read more... )