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i'm good at drugs
never mix valium, celixa, booze, and joints together. being in a high emotional state of mind far surpasses what any pill could contain. the day endorphin pills are made, is the day i will O.D. -
R.I.P Grandmother <3
I'm sorry I didn't get to know you more...
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My my have things changed...for the better. FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE! From Massage Therapy (CCMH) to Makeup Artistry (Concepts), funny where life can lead you. Typically, I'd say funny where you end up, but instead of throwing in the towel, I had control in steering my ship on the road to success, rather than sit back and waiting for things to happen ( Read more... ) -
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watch the weather change
Living in fear is the worst thing you can do to yourself and I've always been good at that. I was so sure that Massage Therapy was what I wanted. Having said that, being enrolled in classes for the last 4 months have been an absolute rollercoaster of ups and downs, stress has skyrocketed beyond levels I didn't think was possible. As far as academic ( Read more... ) -
madly in love with sadness...
Eni never wanted to admit that she was addicted to feeling this way, but there was no other explanation fathomable.
If I could just cry right now, it'd be a lot easier, she thought to herself. But it just gets enveloped like an unread letter waiting to be delivered. Her eyes burned from the tears welling up, she forced herself to let them go, but ( Read more... ) -
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I hate how self-destructive I can become when in the company of others. Half the time, I don't even seem to notice I'm that way 'til the other person points it out. -
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I miss talking to you. It's been too long and so much has happened since. I tend to forget you're always there for me. I promise to make an effort to confide in you like I once did.
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where does the time go?
I've had this journal for 7 years April 9th. I wanted to delete it actually and came very close, but I couldn't bring myself to do it.