So this new years was the worst yet. Not only did it take us forever to get to get to Grand Rapids (thanks to sara's overactive bladder and Matt's slow driving) I didnt know any of Matt's friends and I missed watching the ball drop again ( lol I crack up every time I write the ball drop ahahahahah) cause of regis big head blocking it......... ( Read more... )

So I love every single gift I got tonight,I love my parents! picture update will follow soon!

So today is Christmas eve. I work 9-2. pop pop, Ryan and jackie are coming up again. yea. Like always after they leave my fam and I will open presents and then on christmas I believe I am still going with sara to see her family. New years I am suposed to hangout with matt and sara at his friends house in Grand rapids........ fun.... I feel kinda ( Read more... )

errrrr. I hate being friends with both sara and greg. Yesterday I spent almost an hour talking to greg about sara and the matt issue. He knows I would tell him anything if I thought I needed too. He said he was kinda mad when he heard they were hanging out when they were still going out(greg and sara) and that I didnt tell him... But that was when ( Read more... )

so where do they get those random pictures they put up when you sign in to yahoo? I mean seriously they are the most random pictures I have seen.... Anyways I am afraid of going to work now. Lori was really pissed at my note, called terri and read it too her! She said I made a work related problem into a personal problem which I didnt she made it ( Read more... )

So I went to church today. It was swell. Then I bought some cute panties at Fashion bug cause they were buy three get three free saved $18 oh yeah...... Last night I left lori a note that told her basically that I thought she was rude and what everyone else wanted to say but never did... Thank god I have two days off lol I didnt get a call yet from ( Read more... )

Errrr I hate having someone come back into your life when you were totally over them and were perfectly happy without them. Damn internet curse you for bringing people together. He sure knows how to screw with my emotions ( Read more... )

Three lunches, 2 dinner dates and a movie later I decided it was time to attempt to tell her how I felt again. This time I picked a spot that she couldn't possibly have a sappy sad story attached to it. I took her to the fair grounds near the junk-car heap. " Um hun what are we doing here?" She asked looking around the piles of scrap metal. I didn' ( Read more... )

So.... yeah work was slow. Dave made me go to lunch early so I had lunch with Chip I was mad cause Mark came in 15 mins before I had to clock back in so we didnt get to talk much. We did however end up in a heated arugment cause he told me that a someone in a relationship cant just hangout with someone else of the opposite sex, cause it is wrong ( Read more... )

... how was I suposed to tell her now that I loved her but I was not in love with her. I reached for a cigarette out of habit and lit it. Here goes nothing. " um _______ I love you but ( Read more... )