well, the beach was swell. i might be getting a little too old for the whole pensacola on gay-pride weekend bit. may want it a little quieter next year. or maybe it was the trip to the hospital or perhaps it was the stomach flu i caught on the drive home that did me in. other that that, it was grand. i had quite a few early nights, though. i think ( Read more... )

things are going to be ok, i think. it's not wrong to be happy and i think i will. i think i'm gonna be just fine. nobody's world has come crashing down. i'm in love and that's ok, too. i'm standing my ground. i burn no bridges. i still have my best friend. my tears are pure, healthy, and cleansing...and that's ok.

this day will suck.

laying to rest all this time
washing those days with my tears
and i am empty without you...
and you make me empty
you suck me dry
and i am in love with you.
my chest is full of cement waste
my eyes are full of jelly
my stomach's full of last night's beer and i'm empty.

well, going to work. off to sling grub for the masses. off to ruin my voice screaming into the quagmyre of incompetence. off to....ah fuck it. holla atcha boy!

i thought it was strange when my neighbor's jack russle was in the back yard. then i realized the fence had a hole in it. i wondered if it might be dangerous, if vegas would wander out into the street or the jack russle would would wander in through the bedroom window, but they didn't ( Read more... )

Ok. Gotta make this breif ( Read more... )

She came to me in the night ( Read more... )

fuck. forget it ( Read more... )

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