It's really time to admit it. I'm breaking down. And I can't think of a single way to save myself ( Read more... )

brb, Canada.

I am officially Educated. More on this later.

So, I found these in hardcopy and decided to type them up. It feels a little strange to see my graduation letter, and my dad's graduation speech. I feel a little silly, a little nostalgic, and somewhat sad about it all ( Read more... )

"You know, I am fucking angry. I'm angry at myself. I'm angry because I can't fucking feel anything. Because all I can do is not feel sad when I do things. I can't feel fucking happy. I've let so many fucking relationships go. I've let my relationship with myself go. I'm not holding on to anything. Being with people is boring. Being by ( Read more... )

So, my birthday is coming up in 11 days. It's always during Finals week, and I understand that people aren't always in the mindset to party or celebrate. I also understand that this is going to be shameless self promotion - I have an idea for a birthday gift, if any of you are interested in such things ( Read more... )

I cannot STAND my mother when she gets into "Packing for me" mode.

I am absolutely terrified about Friday. I'm taking the MCAT. It's absolutely absurd that I didn't start studying until yesterday. What the FUCK was I thinking? And now I feel I want to cry. But what can I do - I know all I'll know right now. I can't believe that I'm taking a test that is supposed to measure my worth to a medical school, and ( Read more... )

It was the dumbest thing I've ever done on foot; also the most exhilarating. How the hell did we get 12 people and 2 vans from Calistoga, CA to Santa Cruz, CA in 24:41:05, with one logistical meeting, no official training, and 1 hr of sleep? It's mind boggling.

It's also terrifying just how sore my legs are today.

Attitude.

Do you have it?