ok so i'm going back and forth between my decision. i feel torn because i want to help myself, but i want to keep some of my friends. i'm at a loss, and i'm not sure at all about what i'm supposed to do ( Read more... )

ok so i'm pretty much just done with everyone ( Read more... )

soo yeah.. i'm pretty much comepletely unhappy at this point.

blah fuck fuck. i just spent 20 minutes trying to change the font on this damn thing. i should've been studying for my A&P test that i have 6th period. oh wellz.

meh notta lotta is going on. i started curves yesterday. woohoo for me. i'm going to have to walk there, which is going to be a pain in the ass.and then i have to walk home. but ( Read more... )

well i feel like shit right now. im so sick with god-knows-what.. i can't even breathe or think, i just want to go home. go home and go to bed and never ever have to leave it. blah blah blah. i didn't do my homework for next period, but i really don't care right now. i don't care about anything. i don't want to talk to anyone do anything except ( Read more... )

Don'tcha just love it when your parents read your journals
&&&
shit?!?

ya.. me too.

† its been a day.. i dk, thats the only way i could possibly put it. i found out this morning that my uncle died, and we can't go be with my aunt lynn because they live in california. i told my mom we could drive, and i'd drive some of the way, but she said no. she said if we went we were going to fly, and we probably would'nt go. so damn. i want ( Read more... )

“we do not have the right to die.” These words hold more truth to them than one might think. Since the early days of human existence, we have been searching for ways to extend human life by using anything from herbs to leeches in our desperate attempt to live forever. We try to make it seem like it’s a good thing, if you have a headache take some ( Read more... )

so its only second period &&& already i feel like crap. blah, i'm not sleeping well anymore. i want to go home. i left my binder there with all of my homework, not that it matters or anything because i didn't do it anyways. i'm missing one contact so everything looks all funky-like &&& i'm pretty sure my other ones are in my mom's car. fucking a. ( Read more... )

♠ i'm so tired right now. i'm in second period, and i'm like insanely hungover. last night was the avenged sevenfold/CKY concert with holli. we got there around 5.30, and we hung out with jesus, jackie, &&& a WHOLE bunch of other people that i don't rly know. this stupid bitchy girl was like starting shit with jackie &&& holli &&& i because we were ( Read more... )