you know what. fuck it. i'm not going to say a damn thing about whats going on in my life anymore. its not like you gave a fucking shit anyways.

alright so my birthday was yesterday, and it was totally awesome ( Read more... )

ugh so its 2 in the morning, and i know that i'm going to be up all night doing precal homework that i forgot about. damnit. well i'm almost done with the 2nd worksheet, and after that i have like 2 more i think. plus a lil easy one she gave us before the break. after i do that i think i'm going to plan my paper out a little bit, cuz we're having ( Read more... )

this is a list of goals for me to try and achieve this year. They are in no particular order.

1.)Become happy with myself.
2.)Lose weight/ get into shape.
3.)Get into Texas A&M Galveston.
4.)Learn how to ballroom dance.
5.)Get a new camera/ Become better at taking pictures.
6.)Re-learn how to ride my dirtbike.
7.)Get my license/ Become more ( Read more... )

ok so i'm not sleeping tonight. i have too much on my mind, and i'm ok with that. this gives me time to work through it all, so i'll be able to sleep soundly tomorrow night ( Read more... )

blah so i'm at home. alone. bored. and it sucks. i want to like eat my face, no joke.i was trying to whiten my teeth but those fuckers have expiration dates so i had an old-ass strip in my mouth for like 15 minutes. lame.i need to get some new ones ( Read more... )

so galveston was completely and totally awesome, even though seth was unable to go because he had strep and we didn't leave till after 3 due to problems with my dads truck and ya its a long story ( Read more... )

ok i'm at home sick with laryngitis or something.seth is home, he came home on saturday night and we surprised my huela yesterday at breakfast. it was sweet. i can't hardly talk, and i keep going into these coughing spasms that REALLY suck.i hardly slept at all last night because i kept waking up and coughing ( Read more... )

so thats that. i'm not ashamed, and for the first time, i don't regret anything. for the first time i don't really care.

i've found out my problem.

i miss feeling loved. i miss feeling wanted.

i miss feeling like someone cares. i miss feeling like i have a purpose. like i have a reason to wake up in the morning.

So imagine this. You’re sitting at home, it’s a Thursday night, typing up an essay for a local newspaper and the chance to win some money, which of course being the smart prepared teenager that you are, is going straight to your college fund. Then, all of a sudden, you hear a mighty boom and your parents calling you to get in the car. As you run ( Read more... )