much better day.

i got up at 6 this morning

&&&

went with my mom to work.

i gave joe his gift and we opened our together... he gave me a beautiful charm bracelet with my initials on a heart.

then he dropped me off at highland mall... were i shopped till i dropped.

i ran into Jim, and he took me to my dad's job site

watching &&& waiting for ( Read more... )

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so i hung out with trav today.

it was so much fun, we went to dollar general

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played GRAND THEFT AUTO SAN ANDREAS

(which is a sexy sexy game)

then we went out to the ranch for my aunt mari's christmas partyhe left, so i was alone for most of the time ( Read more... )

i can't seem to catch a break, can i?

i'm sorry, i don't mean to bitch..

but...

i dont feel like i'm good enough for anyone anymore.

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i'm waking up with bruises and i don't know how i got them

...again..

this isn't good :[

Manda ♥

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shitty day. taks sucks the big cock ( Read more... )

my tooth hurts like a lot. &&& its pissing me off.

i'm in a bad mood b/c of my tooth.

going with lauren to band practice this friday with trav and dallas. fun fun.

i'm spazzing i'm so bored

&&&

i have nothing to look forward to other than cleaning.

yay.

i want to take some pictures.. like really bad.

i want my camera back :[

i'm feeling it again

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i don't know why i'm so scared of rejection...

even if something is soo certain, i'm still afriad of something going wrong. and i don't know if its a sure thing on his part, so i'm completely terrified

i dont' know why i do this to myself... :[

god i'm almost ashamed of myself. when did i become this superficial? when did i become this shallow? i wish i could go into more depth, but i don't want to. i don't want to explain it at the moment.

*sigh*

Manda ♥