So here's my rare appearance here on LJ. The past two years have gone by so quickly, and not in a good way, it seems like I missed everything, because of my moods ( Read more... )

Yeah, I'm pretty much non-existent here. I feel like I'm getting too old for this journal. Maybe not, maybe it's just the craptastic weather that is making me feel so bleh ( Read more... )

So, I fell off the face of the earth a bit. Now that spring is coming, my moods are getting better. Except now, it's just all hormones. haha. Just been hiding away in the house waiting for time to pass ( Read more... )

yep, still alive, though I don't feel like it. Been sick for the past week and a half, feels like I fucking have mono again (though from what I've read its pretty rare, so I doubt thats what it is, but it sure as hell feels like it). Keep getting random fevers, glands are swollen. I go to the doctors on Monday. My personal goal is to go three ( Read more... )

It seems everytime I get myself out of a "funk", something happens that just takes me back even more...

last day of the third batch of antibiotics in less than two months time... and my damn sinuses are STILL clogged... ugh, this sucks (i have a fluid blockage in my right sinus...)...
hopefully, soon ill feel like i am alive yet again...

just wanted to pop in and say hello... been lounging around, sick and bored... waiting to hear back from my bloodwork (got tested for mono, anemia and my thyroid)... ugh, i hate being sick and not having any energy... someday, oh someday, ill actually feel better... blah ( Read more... )

well, im rarely on here anymore... to those who want to stay in contact, you can either email me (sorry, not giving out my email addy, those who i want to have it, have it...), or hit me up on myspacei might pop in and out of here occasionally, so im not dissappearing completely... but i just thought id let everyone know where else to find me ( Read more... )

been busy busy busy with school, and work... my only free days are still sundays... sucks sometimes, but at least monday-thursday i get home early and can actually try to get some sleep!
heres some self-portraits i took for shits and giggles for those who forget what i look like...

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and im sorry to those i dissappeared from, those who i am close to, i draw away from in times that i have problems... i never want to drag anyone down with me, and feel it is best to just distance myself... but i am back... hopefully you all dont hate me too much...