still around, sometimes.

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I'm home, sort of.

for the most part, i feel live i've been gone from the world for about a month and it's eerie and it's shitty.
i told my mom i haven't been home for a month and she agrees.
i can't begin to try to catch up because i know that i dip in and out and i'm more out than in most of the time, all of the time.

i miss you and i need you in my life, too.

Outbound: Orlando, FL (MCO) to Los Angeles, CA (LAX) on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 ( Read more... )

i am exploding with feeling, not all of it good.
i want to scream or punch a wall or cry or laugh really fuckin hard.

for the first time in a year, i feel genuine and alive.

allie: right now i am on my third beer and i listening to conor and i am happy

giraffe heroes: im listening to nina gordon and doing homework and sober but happy

life is good

sexual identity is so stupid.