I figured that I'd write something about me for anyone that happens to be looking at this ( Read more... )

Well, I thought that this huge car accident would rid me of bulimia since I went with minimal food in the hospital for a month. I was actually at my lowest weight in a long time. But now I find myself having the WORST ever binge/purge cycles. They are not as bad as before since each binge is no more than 700 cals, but its so much harder to purge ( Read more... )

Today I have done alright. I just had some baby carrots to munch on and I'm feeling a little better right now because I just took all my med (including my percocets) They take away some of my pain. But I still have to be careful because when I sit back I can feel my broken ribs crunch around. Bad news is I haven' lost any weight, and why would I ( Read more... )

I am ashamed to even post this but its my third day out of the hospital and I've been doing really good since I can't purge because of all the trauma to my torso b/c of the car accident (broken ribs, punctured lung, ruptured spleen) Anyways, something came over me yesterday that I haven't felt since the accident and it was that intense nagging of ( Read more... )

Okay, well today I finally got out of the hospial after being in there for over a month. I updated two weeks ago when i got to the computer room at the hospital. I truly think that this was a lfe changing experience for me. Since I have such horrible trauma to my chest and abdomen, its completely out of the question to binge/purge, which is good ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in over 3 weeks because I got in a nearly fatal car accident, I'm still at the hospital right now and I have to make this quick before they come back. I couldn't eat for almost 8 days because I had tubes everywhere but now that I'm eating I'm not even hungry. I have 3 very small mals a day, like 150 cals each and even after that ( Read more... )

ok new post on what i've been eating ( Read more... )

So its been about a week and I've lost about ten pounds, I figure about 5lbs of water weight. But i think it took a toll on my body because yesterday i had to work a double shift at the restaurant and every muscle and bone in body ached and I had a horrible head ache too. So on the break my friend went to the pharmacy and bought me a thermometer ( Read more... )

Well I just got home from work and so far I've had 1/2 a diet coke with lime. I am about to go to the gym for my 2 hour workout, then take a shower, and then go tanning (aaah fake sun, so refreshing so sweat the weight off) My boyfriend has off from work today (he owns a restaurant) I just talked to him and I'm going over after I finish my stuff ( Read more... )

Yesterday I ate 2 apples and I hardly drank any water which sucks. I need to start drinking more but whatever I'll just start today. I'm working a single shift today at the restaurant and i actually need to start getting ready but I just wanted to update here. I've gained 2 pounds in 2 days supposedly (the scale here at my mom's is whacked) but ( Read more... )