I feel ridiculously behind in school lately. Being sick for a while certainly didnt help. I avoid my practicum assignments till the last minute. It's like the plague ( Read more... )

damn I got it bad for her. tomorrow is sweetest day and im taking her to dinner at morton's steak house a 5 star restaurant. gonna get some nice red wine, dress up, and just enjoy how good she's going to look sitting across from me. mmmmhmmmmm ( Read more... )

1. To whom did you last give the finger ( Read more... )

I'm missing some certain people.

sometimes i honestly wonder why i even bother. seriously.

i have friends all over the map. cant we all just move to one central location. i mean that would be ideal huh. it feels good to be back. and my mom is taking me shopping for my birthday this can not be passed up it happens once a year ( Read more... )

if i die and go to hell real soon ( Read more... )

you ever feel like you need just a lil bit more. but youre not even sure what it is?

one year ago today i came home from mexico city, mexico, and iremembered thinking as i was sitting htere in my host families house all of them gone my host mother gone to work my sisters gone to school i talked to greenhair bluedog on AIM and i told her i was headed back to the united states, natasha was the first person i called when i got back ( Read more... )

i hear certain songs and then i feel a swelling in my chest and i have to sigh.
and its been so long since ive felt so strong, since someone has had such a hold on me.

how does she do such things to me. i envision her by my side for such a long long time. and really its still only the beginning. I think she could really understand me.