All of these lines across my face ( Read more... )

i saw a commercial on tv this morning about tienda's and cargill and it made me miss mexico. i wanna go back i really liked teaching there. and living there. i could go back it was so pretty. about a year ago i was just coming back from mexico. i spoke to my mom the other day and she commented on how its strange to think i have been here in ( Read more... )

sometimes the thoughts of her make me the furthest thing from happy. instead i just feel hollow and sad. and comfort is across the river, through fields and over mountains. i could call you again, you always know exactly what to say to make my tears stop flowing. i worry you'll always be the only one who can do that for me. if im right, then ( Read more... )

natasha got an interview and shes coming to boston may 6-9 this makes my day in a million ways. i go to NC to see her in a week and then i get a four day weekend with her and then a week later she is back here!! this excites me tenfold because its been over two months since I have seen her last. im going to jump on her. anyway Im so proud of her ( Read more... )

le sigh. my mass amounts of school work i feel are pushing me further and further into isolation. i have these panicky moments throughout the day that I wont have enough time to finish what is required of me. so much due for each of my five classes by the 25th. the day before i go see natasha. and i guess i do miss my friends and being able to ( Read more... )

it was good to talk to you today. it had been so long. we spent two hours catching up on one another's lives. im glad you still come to me for advice. i feel good knowing i can still tell you absolutely everything and you know just exactly what to say. its been some process over these five years disecting one another's minds. but arent you ( Read more... )

My parachute didn't open ( Read more... )

you know what. i hate january 28th. i cant even cry about it i just feel numb to it. and i wonder if you even know what happened a year ago today. i wonder if you think of me. and if you ever think of what today does to me. i bet you dont. you didnt think of me then why would you now ( Read more... )

19 more days. please god let them come and go quickly. i just want to be as far away from here as i can. at the moment. and as close to her as possible. forever. if i said i wasnt itching just to touch her. id be lying.

I have the best friends ever. Thank god for my entourage. Oh and let us not forget that I also have an amazing girlfriend. What more could I hope for ( Read more... )