ugh sometimes I wonder if the happiness of some is worth the non existence of others. Sounds like a no brainer, but sometimes I'm just not sure.

The only reason this thing exists is so I may read The Jill voice for I miss her. Other than that it serves no purpose. I just don't care about anything anymore so I don't and won't post. good day.

Ok now I feel I can write freely because I am quite sure there is no one who ever reads this nennymore. Which is really stupid since the whole point of this thing was to salvage a way to express myself and by displayed of what a am. A cynical jerk. A very proud cynical jerk ( Read more... )

It seems that the powers that be have reversed the decision and have kept me on the insurance. I am ever grateful. My father even let me drive to pick up a pizza ..... Ok he made me and I had to take my sister but that's still one hell of an accomplishment ( Read more... )

Well today has been very eventful well actually one prominent event happened and on the up side I found the answer to my question in my 3rd post as whether it was fate or stupidity. The verdict's in .... StUpIdItY it is ( Read more... )

Ugh. I am sore beyond repair football practice 5 times a week is trying to kill me. I've already sprained my finger, hurt my good knee leaving me goodkneeless and rolled my ankle several times causing me to wear an ankle brace every time I feel like running. And this is only the first week of practice. Oh I'm enjoying it though I figure I enjoy ( Read more... )

I'm am so full of shit. In fact I made of shit. I'm being to know myself and I can't express how bad that is ( Read more... )

I have returned from my five-day journey to Woodstock and I continue to live. It actually wasn't as bad as previous visits, my grandfather was civil to me which was nice ( Read more... )

After two long and lazy days I now have a journal. *go me!* I don't know how long I'll have this or who will read it or even if I'll tell anyone about it. That is unimportant it's here, and I'm sleepy so I'm satisfied for now. *nod*