I am done posting on livejournal. It helps no one. It's just a chain of more drama. Another way to talk about people and put each other down. Just because it is not in person or on the phone and you are not directly talking to someone doesn't mean that it doesn't affect people. In fact, it probably affects more people than you would expect.

I wish ( Read more... )

Do people actually think that it is cool and "mature" to act all depressed and isolated. People who believe themselves to think differently than everyone else. Almost "better." No, this is not about anyone specific. I know we have a couple of deep thinkers...it's not about you.

I wish people would see how important it is to have fellowship with all ( Read more... )

I motivated and passionate.

I had a really good talk with an old friend tonight. We talked for like three hours straight. And it wasn't just talking..it was in depth talking. Important things that matter. Not deep things that ultimately have no purpose in like, and not shallow little conversations. But things that matter.

I haven't been this happy ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh...poor you.  Do you feel my sympathy?

I tried. But, I got nothing. It would be so easy for me to say all kinds of things right now. But I'm not. Because I know it would get us no where. I hope other people have the guts enough to do the same.

I need to talk to Josh.

I guess I have kind of moved on to bigger and better things. Or I just don't know what to say to you anymore. My life, to me, has become too personal to be sharing with all of these people. Not that there are many. I mean, it's not like my life has changed that much that I can't share things with you...but in a way, to me it has. I guess I have ( Read more... )

I understand now. I speak my heart and you don't care. It's only when I say something that pertains the slightest bit to you that you even begin to listen.

I would say that I have learned a lot in the past few days, but I am not sure if that would be correct. So, a lot has been 'revealed' to me I guess.

People don't always take what you say, how you meant it to be said. Somehow it gets twisted and tainted until you don't even recognize the words yourself. But you know, I guess that is the beauty of ( Read more... )

I am sick of people complaining about all of their drama in their lives when they don't have the balls to just end it.

On a lighter note, today is my sisters Birthday. Make sure you tell her Happy Birthday.

What do you say to one of your best friends whose Mom killed herself three years ago? Anything? I couldn't think of anything. I just hugged him ( Read more... )

I honestly cannot believe that I am home already. I wish I wasn't.

England was amazing. It's odd going to a different country and having so much attention just because you are "The Americans." My goal before I left was not being known just as The Americans, but as their friends. I think we accomplished that.

I am not going to post everything we ( Read more... )