I just don't care about anything right now. I don't care much about school. I mean, I sort of do, but I'm slipping so far behind in everything, and the only way that I know how to deal with it is by avoiding it and just not caring ( Read more... )

"...one thing about human beings puzzles me the most is their conscious effort to be connected with the object of their affection even if it kills them slowly within."
-Freud

AGHHHH ( Read more... )

Oh, you weak, beautiful people who give up with such grace. What you need is someone to take hold of you - gently, with love, and hand your life back to you.
-Tennessee Williams

I passed my chorale part testing! Thank god ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a really long time, and I guess I don't need to. Things are great here. It will be hectic, but I couldn't ask for better classes or a better situation with my dorm. Today is the first opera meeting for The Marriage of Figaro, and it's my first voice lesson with Dr. Brandt (I thought it was on Tuesday but apparently it wasn't ( Read more... )

I'm leaving for Cape Cod tomorrow morning. I didn't have time to hang out with anyone towards the end of the summer...boooo :( My mom basically made me a doctor's appointment every day. fun fun fun ( Read more... )

I had a nice day at the beach with my family ( Read more... )

The song "Just Like the Movies" by Regina Spektor keeps coming back to me.

Don't say goodbye like you're burying him
'Cause the world is round and he might returnAside from that lyric, there are also a ton of other genius things in this song...the subtle piano...the clever beat-boxing on the lyric "My heart eats beats"...the sound of her voice ( Read more... )

Bonjour! So today is the big day (Northport Opera Night)...But I don't know why I think it is a big day, because I sing in front of people all the time at school...but for some reason this is making me really nervous ( Read more... )