( Read more... )

fuck everything. jesus christ. if anyone wants a happy life STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME! I FUCK THINGS UP!

still alive. just dont feel like it. something in me is gone. i must have left it back home. i think its my ability to emote.

batteries almost dead....need to get back to savannah to recharge them.

Happy Christmachannukwanzica everybody! and a special hug for everyone who must go thru this holiday without a certain loved one with them *sniffle*. off to drink coco and go to sleep to see if santa thought i have been a good boy all year! woohee!

i love you luke. i never mean to hurt you. i hate to hear you upset and i hate knowing its because of me. your voice cheers me up when i am down, and ive only been down lately because i can not be with you and can not hold you and can not kiss you, even tho i taste like cigarettes. you are a beautiful person inside and out and i want to be with ( Read more... )

greetings. i have been spending my past week being tossed back and fourth between various cities, towns, villages, hamlets, and hells of mississippi. All in an effort to either remind myself that greenwood is not so bad, or to remind myself that it is a squalid nightmare. Greenwood, Indianola, Tchula, Itta Bena, Carrollton, Cascilla, Oxford, ( Read more... )

Well...I finally got the pics from day one of my trip to chicago uploaded and in order. u can check them out here... http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/william_lee_perkins/album?.dir=3b03&. ( Read more... )

it is awful awful awful awful here. i am feeling awful. everything here reminds me of what i don't and maybe wont ever have. all things i have now that i love are so far away. my home...my physical house, my home, with everything i own is in savannah. my love, the person who has my heart, is in savannah. my friends, the few there are but dear ( Read more... )

hi there. im back from chicago....got off the amtrak and stepped onto the platform in greenwood at about 9:00 this morning. last nite im wandering the city of chicago shopping and simply being amazed by my surroundings....this morning im sitting in greenwood where out tallest skyscraper is the dome of the county courthouse downtown. *sigh* what ( Read more... )