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JEW
I hate the position I'm in now. I'm at the possible turning point in my life and have to make a decision. To do what I want, or to do what will probably make my life better. Decisions are hard and life is short. Why can't we get a redo? Life fail ( Read more... ) -
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So, it's 0306 in the morning right now. I've been at work for a good 9ish hours now, and when I'm bored as hell I've found that I come to think too much. I allways wonder what its like to live on a different plane of existance. To live as anyone else does. It makes me sad that throughout my life I only have the option to see and feel what I ( Read more... ) -
something interesting that I've come across.
So, I read Wikipedia on pretty much a daily basis and I came across this behavioral disorder that describes me almost perfectly. I need to look into it more but here is the link ( Read more... ) -
hmm
So, I've decided that I shouldn't make any long term plans anymore. Every time I do, they end up changing somewhere along the line and I'm always disappointed. Not like plans matter to me anyway, I only acknowledge the present. Everything else is trivial ( Read more... ) -
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I find myself in a whirlwind of uncontrolled thoughts and emotions. Dunno how to solve this dilemma and dunno if I care to find out. Good luck to all ye who experience this. Fun times. -
Jesus Christ
That's me. People here think I have such a horrid ego. Perhapse they are correct. As far as I know though, I'm putting myself forth in a way that I would like to think about myself. Somehow though, it does help your thoughts toward yourself to just be more optimistic. -
Confusion
My place in this world is no longer known to me. I can't decide what I want to be when I grow up, I don't understand half the things I pretend to. If I could wish or dream and those thoughts could become a reality would I even then be happy? Is it possible to be or do what it is you so desire? What do I want? Why? The questions that puzzle my ( Read more... ) -
doubt
Well I'm in Belleville now. Its cool being here around the people I'm close to, but for some reason I feel its lacking. I miss the way we used to be. The way I could make the people I love feel. Maybe I'm missing something. Maybe I've changed to the point that its not enough to just see her once and a while. I think maybe I was expecting something ( Read more... )