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[deltastyanax]

I've spent the last day thinking back, back to the months of december and january. Probably February too. Those may have been some of the most difficult days of my life, though I'm still not sure why. The only answer I have for it is that it was something within me. I was out of control, content to blame my problems on whatever was available. From

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[la_petite_morte]

sometimes things have to get worse before they get better (like cleaning my room).
but it seems like you have had time to change into something better.
to be fair, soy protein does deserve some blame. and the taste of the stuff... also deserves blame for something.
go ahead and tell alan. if he's that persistant, he needs to be told. but whatever you tell him will probably get back to your family, so just make sure that you know what you are getting into.

p.s. it seems that we have forgiven each other. i think we've said our apologies and maybe now its time to move on from there. we have established that we were both at fault and are now both ready to put it in the past.

[deltastyanax]

yes, that it does. lets hope the third time is the charm. Actually, I had a conversation last week with amy about how fighting can bring you closer. And I didn't actually tell him, because I decided that it was too risky. Soon, I'll let everyone know, but not yet...the last time I told them about my life decisions, they weren't so thrilled (marines) and while this one doesn't involve the risk of my dying, who knows...
ANd honestly i really liked the taste of that stuff. it was addicting.

[8mmu3a97_83]

Прикольный пост... :)
Всегда завидовала творческим людям... Когда нибудь и я научусь...
Буду очень признательна, если поможете мне победить в конкурсе красоты.
Победа в этом конкурсе ОЧЕНЬ много для меня значит! Заранее благодарна всем, кто откликнется на мою просьбу.

С Уважением, Муза.