"please do not go"

[demaree]

Not to once again be vague and mysterious... but I blushed again today. And I teared up a little, which confused me greatly. Do you think the tearing is because in my mind of minds I don't think I deserve this happiness I'm feeling (which causes the blush)? Or maybe because I think I am fabricating this happiness from nothingness? I wonder.

Comments

[iamlittlei]

Everyone deserves happiness. Every single person. Especially kind and loving people like yourself.
And if you're fabricating happiness from nothing, more power to you. All that means is that you can create your own happiness--and that is a wonderful thing. If you feel happy, then the happiness is real. There's no such thing as "false" happiness. It can be fleeting, sure, or maybe superficial, but it's never fake--not if you can feel it.

[black_knight]

I don't know who ^^^THIS^^^ is (above me)...but I agree...

Well put =)

[britt_jo_87]

I think you deserve to be happy. Even if it is from something simple.

[flawedtragedy]

Joshy you are one of the most amazing, sweet, and incredible people I have ever met. You deserve more happiness than most people have. I love you so much I'm glad to hear that you are happy. <3