Eh.. don't know why I decided to go on this.. but I just figured I might make an update since it's been soooo long. Looking back through this and seeing how things change constantly in my life.. it's pretty crazy how my life is now compared to what it used to be.. even a year ago. Where to start? Well.. I'm married now to the most awesome, sexy, ( Read more... )

so right now i'm feeling this overwhelming feeling of depression. might be because i'm so tired and burnt out... but regardless i simply feel like shit. today i figured out some things.. that's always interesting. so i apparently have a "boyfriend" right now who called my work today and said that he loves me. hahaha fucking guys. it's so funny when ( Read more... )

so i'm finally starting training the day after tomorrow on being a manager... yo soy excited!! but i'm just a bit nervous... i can't stand being a failure... i know i won't do badly .. but i'm just a lil scared.. ya know! haha ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here typing... when i'd rather be smoking a fuckn cigarette... tried scrounging for change but i came up a bit short.... ohhhh but hmmm.. i still have to check the shelves next to the washer in my garage because there's always change there ( Read more... )

Ughhh i just ate too much pizza... it's so easy to stuff myself with pizza cuz it's so good. haha ( Read more... )

today i have an interview to work at the new starbucks. it's a 24 hour one. i hope i get the job... that would be awesome. i'm still working at carl's jr. and i've been training to become manager. it's been four days since i last smoked a cig. my ear infections and tonsils are getting way better since i've been taking medication. i need to fix my ( Read more... )

since i'm sick right now and seriously cannot smoke cigarettes.. i figured right now is the best time to kick it. i didn't have not one today or yesterday. i haven't had one since approximately 9:30 pm on friday night. but oh how i'm craving just one right now. must stay strong. i can do it. this is gonna drive me insane. gahhh.

so umm yeah... well i was homeless for about two months off and on. my car died.. so it made everything fifty gazillion times worse. and i'm really sick. i went to the doctor yesterday and found out that i have ear infections in both ears and i have an absist in my right tonsil and the other one is infected. i had to get two shots of medicine right ( Read more... )

just like i like my life, filled with work. work means money. money means no worries. no worries means goodtimes ahead! haha ( Read more... )

humm i can't live by the regulations you want. don't know why. just can't. i love to feel my mind frying. tripping out. pupils dialated. the rush. the distortion of everything around you. getting lost in tunnels and feeling that overwhelming feeling like you just seen jesus. hah. i live for that feeling.