too much coffee.

steve jenkins says that new york city is evil; i'm not sure that i agree with him. but i'm also not sure that i disagree. it is a place very different than here. everyone walks everywhere, and everything is so anonymous. routine. like ants. and again, i dont know if thats a good or a bad thing. you are no one. but neither is anyone else ( Read more... )

its december now, and i cant say that much has changed: castles continue to crumble, and every empirie eventually fades. do what you will, but the rock always rolls right back to where it started ( Read more... )

last night i went to starbucks, and they couldn't even manage an iced vanilla latte. man, i am never going there again. unless, of course, i am with joel and megan and macrae and travis and company. because then the fact that they use non-fat milk isn't such a pressing issue. it still makes a difference, mind you, but not as much ( Read more... )

what I used to be will pass away and then you'll see
that all I want now is happiness for you and me
what I used to be will pass away and then you'll see
that all I want now is happiness for you and me
what I used to be will pass away and then you'll see

that all I want now is happiness for you and me

clouds of obscurity continue to haunt me, and everyday feels like the last - it's groundhog day again ( Read more... )

a few minutes ago, i came home and my neighbor was washing his sidewalk and his gutter with his hose. now this wouldn't be a problem, except for that he was washing all of the shit so that it was in front of my house instead of his. i got out of the car and gave him a look like "what the hell do you think you're doing?" so he put his hose down ( Read more... )

on the evening of october 31st, all hallows eve, my friends and i aimlessly wandered the streets, contending and complaining of the insanity of soceity, and how its working to destroy humanity. and then i realized that entertaining such a philosophy was merely going to drive me mad; you cant fight it, so why not embrace it? it's here to stay, so ( Read more... )

America I've given you all and now I'm nothing ( Read more... )

i never thought that things could get so fucked up.