I never thought that I would be typing on the same journal websitethis loong. I like that it is my little secret. I started writing on here when everyone used dial up internet. AOL days! Now I am laying in bed typig with a wireless keyboard onto my touch screen mini coputer. Wierd. I wonder when we will have cars that drive themselves. I drive ( Read more... )

Well it's getting closer to my last semester of school. Not quite there yet but pretty close. I have been having a really hard time paying the bills. Mostly because this duplex is so damn expensive. $700 a month! I had to borrow money from my grandma again. My dad hinting about me getting another apartment by saying, "Do you think you'll be in ( Read more... )

So I'm pretty sure that Aiden has Asperger's syndrome. They are going to test him further at school. As much as I don't want my son to have some "disability" for the rest of his life, it will be wonderful for him to get the help that he needs at school.

Why is it that I keep wanting a relationship. Even when I don't want one at all it comes my way. It's always complicated. It ends up making me hurt and sad and frustrated. Why can't I shut my fucking emotions off? Why do I give a shit? Why do I want to be loved, understood, respected, adored. What's the fucking reason!? I feel like I am the only ( Read more... )

Aiden has gotten in trouble, three times now for cursing at school ( Read more... )

Mike left. "too much too soon." understood. oops. thanks for not telling me this long. me and aiden again. here we go.

So I'm in the Master's Program now. I'm in my second class now and doing very well. I got a B in a my first class but this second class I'm sure to get an A ( Read more... )

I have been living with Mike for about four or five months now. I love the place that we are renting. It's spacious and makes me feel like I have really made something of myself. Part of that is the way Mike makes me feel as well. He is so damn sweet to me, it's ridiculous. I never thought that I would have something like this. I'm sure things ( Read more... )

I'm with Mike, we are renting a duplex. I'll will write more about it later. Or if I don't I will at least have this landmark noted :)

I have less than two weeks until I graduate. I have a final and a paper due withing that time. I am not doing any of it. I'm such a procrastinator. I guess I work well under pressure ( Read more... )