It wasnt a mistake. 15 credit hours and working full time plus the show, I can balance that. I can study for my classes, do my homework and make money without feeling behind. I havent ever felt that before. I always felt like i was missing something, but not now. it doesnt feel like i'm missing anything ( Read more... )

i have issues...

I think Maddie's dreams are rubbing off on me. Or maybe I just had a night of really fucked up dreams. However, they were all really entertaining or badass.

Dream 1:

Me and this other guy were thrown in this high tech security prison. We were both in a cell together, and we didn't know why. The system that put us there was probably something similar ( Read more... )

I dont like having limitations. I hate when people tell me I cant do things, because my immediate reaction is to prove them wrong. I love that. I love doing what people say I couldnt do. Whats worse than being told I cant do something, is actually not being able to do it. I cant do it. Not because I cant do the work, not because I cant fit it into ( Read more... )

I had this whole idea of what I wanted my human sexuality class to be, and I am utterly disappointed. I could be teaching this fucking class. This women, who is really nice, couldn't be less suited to teach this course. I think anyone who had studied the text could teach this class better than this woman ( Read more... )

Every now and then I wonder if I am crazy for going into music. But not today. Well... I guess not recently. I have felt more excited and more comfortable than I have felt for a long time. Not just in my ability to do it. Just my love for music. Besides when I'm sitting in Music Theory and Aural Skills (which I only hate because my Professor is a ( Read more... )

I want a home. I have never had one. I have never had anywhere to put all my shit and call it home for good. I just want that for a little while. Somewhere to go back to and think this is me. Maybe it is because I have moved houses or apartments close to 20 times in my lifetime. And yeah there have been places that have felt more like home, but not ( Read more... )

They say in this world that you can do anything you want if you put your mind to it. That everything is a possibility. They make it sound so easy, like any fourth grader could become the next congresswoman or the next baseball hall of famer. Why...? Why do we lie to society? We give examples of people like Obama, who came from poverty and a single ( Read more... )

Monday ( Read more... )

1) What was the first play you ever did ( Read more... )