Nothing changed im depressed as usual........ just it's getting worse...... im trapped in another relationship i dont want to be in but im too insecure and too lonely to to leave cuz i dont have friends..... i do but theyre only phone friends i guess and only have enough time to talk to me 5 minutes at a time....... so i guess they arent really ( Read more... )

bleh everythings just soooo eh
life is what u make it so im making it this way i gotta CHANGE THINGS!

i havent been on here in probably a bazillion years! well actually since january but yeah things are ok ( Read more... )

where did all my friends go... how did i lose them... i dont know but to be alone with a kid no friends makes a needy person even needier and more down on life =0( what to do......

BORED OUT OF MY MIND AND MAN I REALIZED IM LOSING CONTROL AGAIN....... I WAS GETTING BETTER BUT IM REGRESSING I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE.... I NEED TO TALK BUT THERES NO ONE TO LISTEN ALL THOSE WHO WANT TO TALK ONLY WANT TO BE HEARD BUT DONT HAVE A MINUTE TO JUST SIT AND LISTEN........AND YEAH IM JUST SAD AND LONELY ( Read more... )

Me and Ben are living it up at the APARTMENT!! We're happy ben's sick DAMN FLU SHOT!!! and i guess thats all for now...

October was awsome cuz of all the parties! Novemeber started off rocky butits just getting better....
A friend is ignoring me n i don't know why but if i see him i'm gonna hit him for doing it and ask him WHY!!?!?! If you're mad or just don't want to talk to me give me a damn reason don't just blow me off like that.... he's one of the one's i really ( Read more... )

im soooooo utterly bored!! n missing a few people one in particular.......

Why do guys act like SUCH DOGS!!!! Ok I went out with some friends last night and ok one we'll call him A came me and him had hooked up a while back but you know we're JUST FRIENDS, now he has a girlfriend and he brought her with him.... She doesn't know anything has happened between us and I don't care that she's there cuz she's an AWSOME girl ( Read more... )

MY BIRTHDAY WEEKEND was GREAT up until my actual bday

Friday= Sonny, Gina, Christos, Alfredo, Dez n other randoms, DRINKING, TOGAS, n  got some hehe 
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Saturday= Jessica, Baby Ray, Vanessa  a quincenira (<< I don't know how to spell that) Beer flowing like water, ( Read more... )