Except it's only October and it's 2005 and not 63. But still last night was great. I haven't had that much fun in a long time. For the past month Christine has been studying really hard for the GRE. I have been helping her with the math portion. Somewhere along the line, maybe even back in high school, she gave up on understanding math. She just ( Read more... )

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So life has been so overly compilcated now for a month at least. I am still working at the school. I go to work and get through my day. I really love my student he is so cute. He is a handful but I am getting so attached that it is not good. I went on a round of failed interviews over the summer that went no where past the first round. Then I went ( Read more... )

So up until I moved into school at Salem I never knew much about "energy" or "spirits." But then The summer in between my sophomore and junior year when all hell broke loose in my life it was now or never to learn. I really do believe now that there is someone out there trying to point me in a certain path. I don't want to sound so pompous as to ( Read more... )

Tonight we spent two hours doing wedding stuff. Flipping thru mags and looking for dresses for me and Collen and writing the invitation. It was nice to sit down and work on it. I be for melissa it felt go to actually feel like she was doing something instead of feeling helpless. Oh well. I'm so tired and I have a stress headache from today and the ( Read more... )

I have to stop taking these tests.... they are too scary...

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So I'm still having nightmares about the ASS that Nicole caught trying to break into her house. But last night on the phone we actually talked about so it was good. I mean it didn't make me feel a hell of a lot better but it did let me know a little bit more of what she was feeling. And some of the precautions that she is taking since it happened. ( Read more... )

I was tagged by Gin....

- - ->List ten fictional characters (not actors/actresses) you would want to have sex with and then tag seven people. Any media (movies, books, video games, etc).1. Jason Morgan... General Hospital ( Read more... )

I didn't sleep again last night. I tried I really did. I shut off the TV at 1:30 and just laid there in the dark. And then I had fitful nightmares all night long. I dreamt of all the things that could have happened could Nicole have left Gina's engagement party earlier or later than she had. And then it switched, it was Meredith in Nicole's place ( Read more... )

There is so much going on in my mind. I just feel a huge deal of loss right now because of Nick and it sucks. I'm trying very hard to focus and just finish my class and work on the job part. But it is just too intense. I am battling with my emotins and not really sleeping too well. Plus the idea of Nicole coming home to surprise someone trying to ( Read more... )